Today everything seems fine. Until around dinner time....
My dad ask me to have dinner together and i was like kinda of food, then i said i really can't eat. He insisted, and my mum was telling my dad that because we had a late lunch at about 3. Then he chase me out of the house totally... I was kinda of shock, but he was like really angry. Then i ended up outside the corridor for 2 to 3 hours odd. =(, I was really scared and lonely, i really wanted to call dear and tell her. But i don't even have my phone. I had nth with me at all. I could only sit and the corridor, and think of her. I really miss her very much.
After that because my dad went out then i get to come back into the house, my mum made me somethings to eat. Hahaha, she made me lots cause she knew i was very hungry by then. And she was like keep asking if i am okay. My bro was like not at home, then my mum didn't want to let him know what happen. Less people know the better i guesS.
What a day i had... My dad's temper really is getting worse. =.=" At last waited for dear's miss call. Thought i could tell her how much i miss her, and really wish that she was by me at that time. But in the end not knowing that i accidently make her angry...
I trust, believe, miss and her the most. Sometimes i really want to know how eles i can make her so that she will only be happy.
I guess i am someone not good at comforting people, but i guess everyone needs someone to be there when they are really down. =) A lesson which i have just learn.
Although i am still really scared and lonely. *Sobs. Really need someone to comfort and be there.
<3ling> 5201314. Sayonara, fujs1989 Sherman.
I PrOmiSe To Love yOU 1314. =) Thinking of you alwAyS 7:58 AM <3
